December 5, 2013
November 23, 2013
In God we trust.
He will bring goodness to you in His time.
He will bring you what you need.
He will show you the way when there seem to be no way.
Thank you Lord.
November 22, 2013
What was I to do Lord.....
Curtains fall and an episode ends.
Never did I realise that the story would be such an ending.
All I hoped for in life is to grow old with someone that loves me as much as I love him, for someone to care for me, for someone who sends me flowers and share my coffee moments..
It's happened. All that happened and I did lived in a fairy tale. I guess good things always come to an end for Me and I just gotta be blamed for that.
You're a nice guy, the sweetest and nicest I ever had. I really guess time was never on our side. I never knew what I wanted. Yes that was what I wanted..... and after 3months it made Me feel.... is this it....? Believe me...... I tried... I really did try not to be alone... I tried not to solve everything myself, tried to share.... but at the end of it all... I lost myself again..
I believe I may just regret my choice one day but I just gotta let myself go through this. I'm am a runner.... cos I don't know what I want..... and up i hurt the ones close to me.... I guess life's tough on me like that. But trust me.... every word I've said and everything I've done.... came from My heart....
Lord...... guide this lost sheep. Lost so deep. And bless his kind soul... I'm sure whoever you're with is a lucky one. I'm sorry...
November 14, 2013
November 13, 2013
Where will this lead us..?
Me being indecisive has never brought Me any good.
I know it's unfair to you and it was never my intention to be unfair.. I'm just afraid to commit again and I know it's hindering alot of things...
I'm trying to overcome and accept certain things do I hope u can give Me some time... and this is the reason why I always say I'm not ready.... I want to take it slow.... and I just want my alone time.... and this Is exactly why I say .... it's ok if you don't wait or we won't end up tgt now.. I may live to regret one day when I finally wake up... but that's for me to handle...
I just need time, no rushing and just take things as they come....
If that's unfair.... I'm sorry..
November 8, 2013
The first song I loved from rainie...
And I never get bored of it after so long....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2O2bBhjudXw&feature=youtube_gdata_player