My Lord, My strength

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In God we trust.

He will bring goodness to you in His time.
He will bring you what you need.
He will show you the way when there seem to be no way.
Thank you Lord.

What was I to do Lord.....

Curtains fall and an episode ends. 
Never did I realise that the story would be such an ending.
All I hoped for in life is to grow old with someone that loves me as much as I love him,  for someone to care for me,  for someone who sends me flowers and share my coffee moments.. 
It's happened. All that happened and I did lived in a fairy tale. I guess good things always come to an end for Me and I just gotta be blamed for that.

You're a nice guy, the sweetest and nicest I ever had. I really guess time was never on our side.  I never knew what I wanted.  Yes that was what I wanted.....  and after 3months it made Me feel....  is this it....?  Believe me......  I tried...  I really did try not to be alone...  I tried not to solve everything myself, tried to share....  but at the end of it all...  I lost myself again..  

I believe I may just regret my choice one day but I just gotta let myself go through this. I'm am a runner....  cos I don't know what I want.....  and up i hurt the ones close to me....  I guess life's tough on me like that.  But trust me....   every word I've said and everything I've done....  came from My heart....

Lord......  guide this lost sheep. Lost so deep. And bless his kind soul...  I'm sure whoever you're with is a lucky one.  I'm sorry... 

Random good night notes.

Seek in the Lord in all you do. Guide me oh Lord. Guide your lost sheep.

Where will this lead us..?

Me being indecisive has never brought Me any good. 

I know it's unfair to you and it was never my intention to be unfair..  I'm just afraid to commit again and I know it's hindering alot of things... 

I'm trying to overcome and accept certain things do I hope u can give Me some time...  and this is the reason why I always say I'm not ready.... I want to take it slow....  and I just want my alone time....  and this Is exactly why I say .... it's ok if you don't wait or we won't end up tgt now..  I may live to regret one day when I finally wake up... but that's for me to handle... 

I just need time,  no rushing and just take things as they come.... 

If that's unfair....  I'm sorry..

Unforgettable...

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The first song I loved from rainie...

And I never get bored of it after so long....

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I luv rainie.

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Long long day...

It's 1212a.m. now and I'm drained tired. Waiting for my clothes to finish washing so I can throw them to dryer mode.  Hurrrrrryyyyyy 10more minsssss......

Today wasn't the usual busy day but weirdly...  I feel tired out.  Training...  lunch...  work...  and movie.

Training was boring, rather work than be there. When I came back.. I started ordering stuff for "give a gift" for Xmas! That I was excited about but I realized spent a lil too much...  oooops!!  It's ok la....  not like the kids always gets pressies...  it's really sad actually but I'm happy that many people are giving :)) next I'll get my Xmas cards to write for them.... I'm sure they'll be happy opening presents! 

Caught a movie after work....  and that was one of my worst movies I have to say.  Nothing to do with the company...  it's just everything....  like from the seating... to the irritating person beside me...  to the people...  and to the show.....  Ok seats....  pls don't get seats at cineleisure right at the back near the entrance / exit.  People walk in and out like ALWAYS!!!  even during the show as the toilet is just behind me!  Urghhh...

Then the person beside me made me uncomfortable.... so fidgety...  and keeps making his nose...  I was so close to passing him a tissue!! Urghhhh

And the show.........  just not my cuppa tea:((( I really tried my best to watch it but....  still failed.  Couldn't take it after 1 hr plus.  Reminded me of starwars!!  What marvel????!!??  Kuku show! Kuku director!

Made me tired... and now I'm tired tired tired...  I'm sorry dear..  not your fault at all :) just don't choose those seats even again..  hehe.

Ok it's time to hit the sack! Laundry's in the dryer finally!!!!  Nitey nitez!!!

YW

Mmmmmm...

Bit of right and wrong.

A step at a time...

It's never about being perfect in God's eyes..  it's about learning and moving towards a better relationship with God. It's about remembering He is always there guiding us,  it's about knowing He never leaves us and everything we face each day is a gift from God,  be it good or bad, there's always something for u to learn.

Seek Him in everything, talk to Him about everything. He never gets tired of us and no one can love you more than Him.

Thank you Lord.

YW

Random thoughts

I'm not sleepy.... and it's not surprising cos I had two cuppas coffee! Yumyum!! 

One long black and one piccolo! Shards....  how am I gonna sleep munsie.....  oh well...  despite that...  I kinda have this happy linger over me...  surrounding me...  and I like it! This is the feeling I want at the end of a long day....  going home to an empty house yet feeling happy... I like......

Had a light dinner with him today. A red velvet and a mac and cheese!  Mac and cheese there tasted more like pasta than the normal mac and cheese though...  little disappointed cos I wanted it to be cheesier...  hehe. And to top that off....  I had nice nice coffee!  I love coffee but it's just too expensive to have a cup everyday :((( darn small La. Sob.

But at the end of the day.....  it was the company I enjoyed. It was stress free and no pressure. We talked in a less stressful manner after a long time....   and it felt good...  the feeling of just talking and being happy....  made me happy....  :) I'm glad for today and I'm happy at the way he slowly starts to understand things.... 

I do hope u see where I come from...  wrong should find ourselves and explore ourselves to know what we want for a better outcome of any future we may have together.....  space helps people think and have a lot of realizations.... which has important... 

Okok time to shower!!!!! 

YW

It's 1030.

Know what....  living alone is not fun.
Nottttt fun.. not funny. Esp when there's no cable and Wi-Fi!!!  Boooohoooo!!

Anywayz huihui came to visit me today and mainly cos I had red Velvet's for her to pass to her beloved em! She bought beer and zhi char! If not....  I wouldn't even have eaten!  Would prolly drink green tea to sleep...  haha. So this how ppl are when they stay alone. The favourite thing I like about staying here is....  coming back to wash my clothes and then smelling NICE after it comes out from the dryer!!!  Woooiit!!  I'm crazy right?!  I lurveeeeee nice smelling clothes!!  And right now....  30mins to nice smelling hot clothes!!!

And yes....  first day at work without Angie. It started to sink in that she relli has left....  and I'm left with a selfish bugger that thinks she's always right....  sigh. Even when it comes to D&D costumes!! 
Why can't people mix and match?!?!  Like why must you be so rigid???  Crazy.  Serious problem.  Urgh.

I miss him....  sad but true..  but I know this is the best way for us.  We need to find ourselves..  we need to start being responsible and take charge of our lives .. so that if we ever get back together....  it'll be forever and this is what we both want.

It's hard to control my emotions and I try very hard to keep them cool...  but yes...  I do have my crazy days...  till now.. 
I get jealous, upset, unhappy but I guess it's what I need to go through.... 
I just wish we could have more interactions...  I'm so selfish. Selfish selfish fuck! I got angry and jealous this morning but I told myself....  if I can do it so can he. I dug this hole so I'll bear this hole.

Alone time is not too bad...  I start reflecting...  and I make myself think..  so I end up really realizing more of what I want... 

It's time to sleepy Munsie....

Good night!!!

YW

Self settling

So what have I been doing....?
Basically been busy since yesterday......  settling in! 
Settling isnt cheap though...  bought new curtains, new sheets, quilt, rugs, decor and etc and it costs me about 400! It's not that expensive if it's permanent but temporary settlement does cost alot :))

But no Wi-Fi and cable TV is making Me bored bored bored. I need to find a solution!  Enjoying it while it lasts! And honestly I'd rather not enjoy it that long..... that will only mean less $$$ for me!!! 

YW

Anthony Neely

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My heartstrings show.......

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The Tiramisu Hero

Finally headed to The Tiramisu Hero!!
And yes I expected some good tasting shit titanium but I was kinda disappointed....

The place was nicely decorated and gave a cosy feel but the air ventilation there was kinda bad.  You'd probably smell of food after coming out despite just gg for dessert.

We had the lava chocolate cake, strawberry tiramisu, their signature tiramisu hero coffee and Kiwi smoothie.

Basically tiramisu coffee was caramel coffee and was just so-so. Kiwi smoothie was also just fine.  Nothing fantastic too. 

The lava cake was not too bad but I would say that many other places would win them over.  Lava cakes should be served just on a plate not in a cup so the lava and ice cream can melt together!!

Last but not least ..... the tiramisu!! It's relli not that great.....  and any tiramisu lover will tell u the same. Doesn't taste of any coffee or alcohol! Zzzzzzzzzzz .... so it really disappointed me in terms of taste.  It was more like a strawberry shortcake as it felt creamy and smooth.

So well.... when u have a food in your cafe's signage...  it better be good....  kinda disappointed me other than the decor that was nice. 

Overrated. 2/5 only.
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121 Tyrwhitt Road
Thu - Tue / 1100-2200

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The Providore

A nice coffee place located at the heart of orchard. Not too crowded with people and definitely a nice place to chat and sit with friends, loved one or even clients!

Their coffees are normally priced as most coffee houses are now.  $4-$6 depending on which coffee you're having.  They had this coffee - Mochaccino! Its just like cappuccino but mocha just like those teh chino u find outside:)) it was nice! 
And my usual long black didn't disappoint.  Satisfied after tasting two nice coffees!

The cake was bit pricey and was so-so. $8.50 for a slice was definitely higher than the normal $5-$7/slice I have outside. Didn't try the food menu but don't mind trying lunch next time!  Ala carte though as the set lunch list didn't entice me.  I would rather head to wild honey next door actually.

Oh well, I'll be back for coffee def!

Till my next review... 

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Life's never easy, never fair.

Our journey called life, is never an easy or boring one. Even though you're rich or poor, young or old, we all face issues that we all need to learn from. 

It's never a straight answer and not all learn immediately or should I say, almost all never learn immediately, but somehow we'll get there with faith. 

God has brought me through many struggles and it's only recently that I start realizing there's no need to question no need to try to understand. we go through it,  we reflect, we learn, we accept and we try. 

Moving on is never an easy task, but having faith that everything that happens is for the good and for a reason is what helps brings us through tough times.

Thing is.....  He's always there. We just need to trust in him.

So where do I go from here.....?

On somedays I wonder wad it would be like to just be single,  carefree with no one to answer to. Just me...  my time...  doing wad I feel like whenever I feel like....

Dear Lord.....  how do I continue from here Lord....  lead me to where my path takes me Lord....  I surrender myself.

YW

Besties go for their first trip!

And finally!!!  We planned our first trip and finally made it out!!!
Eventhough it's just to batam.....  we finally chopped our passports out from SG together!!! And it's all thanks to my bday!!  Niceeeee....

Basically hwee bought this deal on deal.com for $225! Includes stay for 2 @KTM Resort, ferry tix, 3hr spa and a lomantic dinner for 2!

A brief des on the "lomantic " dinner.... They basically made up the round table to look like a wedding banquet table with ribbon and flowers and all the table setting! The almost hung up drapes If hwee didn't stop them! LOL!! but They definitely put in alot of effort doing it while we sat there watching them.

The food was already pre ordered when we made the booking. We had fish and chix sets....  and were terribly disappointed by the food. All I can say is that, their zhi char was good but their western food failed in comparison.

Well the trip was def not "atas " or nice-nice but def an enjoyable and relaxing girls getaway! we basically spent our time beer-ing, playing snooker, spa -ing, watching tv and of course always eating!!! Def a relaxing getaway with good zhi char Indo style food!

should try another spa next time....  that's if I really wanna have another boat ride again..... almost puked on the ride back home:((

Love you girls for giving me this trip!!! Love deeeeep deeeeep!!!

Till the next post.... byeeee!!!

You know you're my once in a lifetime

When you're near me,
I close my eyes
I want to feel you by my side.
When you kiss me,
I close my eyes,
Want you buy my side.

When I realise there's No telling lies,
Then I know it's once in a lifetime.
Making love to you everytime it's new,
You know you're my once in a lifetime.

Giving all I've got, I'm your love-me-not
You're my lover once in a lifetime.
Taking care of you, everytime it's new,
You know you're my once in a lifetime.

YW

He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me.

It's so hard to deny the existence of my Lord. It's so hard to say He's never there and He'll never help, cos He does. 

I'm def not some staunch Chrissy that goes to church every weekend and preach about Him, but indeed believe that He is there, by my side, guiding me and I will trust Him. 

Here I am after a bath after work and during my bath, I was actually speaking to the Lord. About my worries of course..... and also thanking Him for what ever is presented to me now in recent times. The funny thing about us or maybe me.... is that we are presented with GOOD things.... but somehow or rather, we end up worrying about the good that fell on us! Weird but true really..... 

So as I was just going thru my instagram pics, suddenly this popped up and it eased and spoke to me about whatever I was talking to Him and thanking Him in the toilet...... 

He really never leaves my side no matter how far I have left Him before...

Thank you Lord.

YW

Forever.....

It's seriously not a joke when people say a lifetime is hard. 

Forever..... Is indeed hard work, and when two people tie the knot to take care of each other forever.... It's only the beginning of a long journey together and the beginning of a growing passion that needs to only keep growing.

It's hard to admit but many out there take  "forever" too light, or maybe they guess they could overcome "forever", but don't underestimate "forever"...... It's easy to say but the hardest to achieve.

I'm not sure if I'm being too skeptical to some, but I just feel sad when a marriage  becomes family love and no more passionate love for each other. Some may say..."but how long can passion go on for?" That's the thing..... People don't even find it important to keep the passion going.... It has to last a lifetime! A lifetime my friends!! If not life wont have much meaning won't it?!?! 

So my dears, before you could ever commit forever to someone and say you'll be theirs in this lifetime, do understand that it comes along with a lifetime of constant remembering to keep the passion going with your loved one. It's not easy .... But I guess when two have the same heart to make things work, things will be easier :)

YW

Steamboat DIY!

Ok great! 

Finally something healthy! 

We decided to have some steamboat at home... Yummmmerz!! 

With some veggies and ballz, pork belly, shabu shabu beef, instant chicken broth and the hotpot...... WALA!! We now have steamboat at home with the comfort of watching Vampire Diaries and Recruit Diaries! (Whatssup with diaries uhhh?!)

And of course...... You'll def end up having more ingredients than you'll know..... So what happens when u have too much ingredients?!?!?...........

THIS!!! A sumptuous instant noodle dinner the next day!!! And I have to say.., its niceeeeee! Just super duper uber filling! 

Know what dear.... It's really time to hit the treadmill!! 

Luv,

YW

The Unplanned Hokkien Mee Challenge

So we headed to Bukit Timah food centre and ordered Hokkien Mee from two diff stalls! 

One with a long queue that had about 7-7 people in line and the other one with no queue! Or maybe about 1-2 people in line...

So who's the winner?!?! 

The one with the lesser queue! (Black signboard)

Indeed Singaporeans tend to love to queue. LOL! But that's not always the best choice.

The Xie Kee Hokkien Mee had a longer queue but the last was bland. Even after adding chilli, it couldn't bring out the taste ok the food. The consistency of the noodle and gravy is not too bad though. Not too water or dry, just nice with the starchy kinda consistency. So basically it's  but would not be my choice stall.

I'd rate it 4/10.

For the one with the black signage, I'm not sure why people don't queue up for it, but I really feel that the stall basically got blocked by the "famous fish soup" stall. You know when too many people start crowding at one stall, not many people wanna walk to the next stall which happens to be the Hokkien Mee stall. So I reckon that's why. 

But of course I still do see orders.... Maybe they r the ones that got cheated by the queue at Xie Kee Hokkien Mee and have learnt to be smarter :) 

The taste of the Hokkien Mee..... Yummmmy! And with the chilli..... Yummier!! I'd rate it 7/10! 

Yeay! A new place to eat my fav Hokkien Mee! 

Cheers:)

YW

The release is here!

So is it any good or any diff?? 

Colours are nice but it doesn't feel like much of a diff from the iPhone 5. 

Not really a crazy fan of iPhone but I do feel the design and colour's quite sleek this time.

It also has this thumbprint feature for easy access instead of keying in all the passwords for main screen and in App Store. But this feature makes me skeptical as when it'll actually malfunction. Thumbprint features are high tech and implemented for locking devices, but for a phone...... Still skeptical on whether it'll spoil easily. 

Lets hope the Samsung Note III will impress better! 

A hearty breakkie sets the day right!

It's always blissful to make breakkie for the one you love or to have breakfast made by the one you love....

But nothing beats making breakfast together, savoring those eggs and coffee and washing the dishes with your loved one! :)))

Have a happy mid week!! 

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